"The world is a horrible, horrible place. But I will try to make it as pleasant for you as I can."
Cried a little on Brian tonight bc we had such a zen night and cuddled and watched tv and it was just nice and I’m worried that we won’t get that anymore once we have a baby… so I was like crying bc I don’t want things to change but at the same time I do??? I really really want to start our family I’m just so nervous about how the dynamic is going to change and stuff.
God I must sound so fucking dumb “oh lol listen to my plans about weekly photo updates and nursery plans” and then two hours later “wah so worried about change!!”
IS THAT SO DUMB OR IS IT NORMAL?
I feel like its probably normal but still -.-
I’m going to troll thrift stores this weekend for picture frames
I want a bunch of smaller ones to put our anniversary pictures and other various ones in so I can start our photo wall… I want to buy all different kinds and then paint them all the same color
Then I want to find a bigger/long one to paint the glass with chalkboard paint to use for weekly pregnancy photo updates!
So my laptop has another virus and tbh I’m just tired of dealing with this shit so I think I’m just going to get a new laptop
What do you guys think? Another pc or a mac?
If mac, what do you think, pro or air?
Oh and when I walked in he started smiling so hard and I held him for like a half hour and he didn’t stop smiling the whole time, he loooves me :3
Omg Julian has gotten so big in just 10 days! When he seen me he said “miss you!!” and he’s saying three syllable words perfectly and talking in little sentences!
We’ve spent literally 11 days nonstop together so now Brian and I are both sad to go back to work because we miss each other already. Does that make us lame or soul mates? Haha
My stomach has been so messed up this past week from eating so much garbage. I get the sensation that I’m about to throw up if I eat more than a few ounces of food, I have horrible heartburn, and I just feel like shit. I need my organic food back pls.
Speaking of puking, since I’ve been so sick this week I’m like nervous to get pregnant because I really really really don’t want to be sick all the time. Is that so dumb? Like obviously I can’t let my fear of puking keep me from having kids but ugh I’m so nervous about it & how it will effect my work and school…
My house is super messy from unloading the car and I don’t even want to deal.
Brian let me nap in the car which was a big mistake bc now I can’t sleep -.-
Do you ever ‘wtf white people’ even though you are a white people.